Broken Heart

My head is blank, emotion doesn't help me resolve anything, i just realized it now, we were fighting very hard and i don't want to talk it anymore, and i know the problem direct to final statement or action, she decided to end this relation, and u know, i don't want to end it, because for me, everything is her, and u know the past, i never ask her go anywhere maybe i always think she was busy with her homework or anything, yeah u know and now it's a boomerang and little by little eat me, and destroy me, omg what should i do? i don't want she go anywhere and i still in process to take it back, i wanna with her and hug again, u know i never feel like this before, my head really hurt, one by one, i can't concentrate with my job even my life, please i hope i can resolve this asap, and have a great life again with her.

PS: i hope she read it, but i think she doesn't know this site. LOL.